Dont tell me its the right time, or your last words will sustain me.......until my end.... until i see you again.
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Name: Johnny
Country: United States
State: Of Lonliness
Birthday: 8/22/1983
Gender: Male


Expertise: i will never want to date you while i can learn to hate you. if you somehow learn to love me, well, that's just my luck. i would never care if you only wanted my friendship, but somehow you're disappointed that i'm not a slut. i don't want to fuck you, so fuck you. in my mind there is no doubt that you've been in and out of many different backseats, many times before. i can always see your defeat when i won't leave the front seat. and it seems your disappointed that i'm not a whore.
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art


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Member Since: 1/18/2002

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Tuesday, June 07, 2005

So im here reading my Xanga ( i decided to go way back) and im realizing that its really coming to and end. I started it while i was confused and wanted to write, i grew happy and went through depression. I bled my life into it and watched it grow, but i feel, in truth, its lost all its value to me. Writing here just feels empty and alone now. So many great and terrible things have happened lately and i never even thought to come here and write it down. I used to love writing everything i saw and felt in here. 3 years ago i started and now i am a completely different person. But im so happy these days. I am in the best time of my life and stopping to write it down seems pointless. Thank you everyone that read, everyone who voiced their opinions and tryed to help me out. you are the best i love you all.

                                                   The End.

  P.S. I may stop in every now and then.... Thank you all for playing a part in my life.... you've been wonderful.

if for some reason you want to get a hold of me.... http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=1462088&Mytoken=20050607185628


Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Sorry I havent been writing lately, things have been so hectic around here lately.... So where do i start? I got a new job which is really good, Im working like 10 hours days which is really bad. The starter on my car went out last night so i have to put a new one in today. Life seems to just flow along as usualy, i cant believe im actually 21 i feel so much younger, not that 21 is old but i dont feel like im 21 just yet. life relationships are a bit awkward of late. old friends seem lost forever and new ones dont seem to make up for the old. all in all, looking at where im at in life....... im doing fuckin wonerful, i hope you are as well.


Friday, April 01, 2005

im still alive i promise and heres pictures to prove it.


Friday, March 11, 2005

its a beautiful day.... get out... go outside and have a blast... have a vegan bar-b-que! go out and find the one you love and who loves you!
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Friday, March 04, 2005

NEW PICTURES FOR YOUR VIEWING DISPLEASURE!!!

 

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